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[imperfectionisperfection]

well this is the end

i just cant have dip anywhere on my gums now

the ocd will skyrocket

i can have it for a moment but it just decays them more

im afraid of my gums tearing apart

i need orange juice

but the only thing that would help is rapeloosh

and i killed that with blessed by bella coffee

anyway the trippiest thing they do

is being high on fentanyl

or it could be snacking on aborted fetal tissue

or both

i ask to get some help

they lie

i ask why theyre lying, tell the truth

they come up with a horrific lie

i tell a few more words of truth

they tell a lie which is inverse of the lie they just told

like

lesse

"you cant get meds because its not on your list"

"can i get it from the nurse?"

she was here a few hours ago

its 3 in the morning

"we have no nurse here"

"but cant you call her?"

thats what they did in most previous places

anyway the staff specifically said

"i wont discuss this with you"

so thats comforting because i wont

brusa upp

im still calm although scared inside without me knowing it but i can feel it finally

i dont have resting bitch face

i have resting clown face

my stomache is so big now i have to put the laptop table

way much to the left

anyway ill try in the morning

ill survive i guess